CATDOLL: Voice actress Goto Yuko posted a tear-jerking message to commemorate the love of Matsura Misuke's fellow patient

The untimely death of "Matsuki Miyu", the voice actor of Anna in "A Boring World Without Dirty Jokes", has caused great loss to the industry due to the untimely death of "Matsuki Miyu", the voice actor who played the role of President Anna in "A Boring World Without Dirty Jokes". This voice actor, who debuted in 1998, had just achieved success in her career through her own efforts, but she passed away. It is a pity. Her friends and voice actors who had worked with her posted articles to pay tribute to her. Iguchi Yuuka almost burst into tears during the live broadcast of "Tama Hibiki". Yesterday (November 4), Goto Yuko, who played Asahina Mikuru in "The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya" and Hanazono Hikaru in "SA Special A", also posted a long article on her blog to express her grief.

Everyone should be familiar with the voice actor Goto Yuko, who has created many popular characters and is a frequent player in games. She was hospitalized in May 2012 due to long-term fatigue and the autoimmune system disease she had been suffering from, which caused her to suffer from the common secondary disease of the disease, "systemic lupus erythematosus". Fortunately, due to proper treatment, her body recovered well, and she also created two characters in October, Asahina Mikuru in "The Disappearance of Nagato Yuki" and Bubble Teapot in "OVERLORD". This time, she posted a message as a fellow patient to commemorate her friend, which touched countless people.

Blog title: No matter how many times I have to say it! I really want to say I love you loudly!

She contacted me out of the blue at the end of June. We often acted together in productions, so we were on good terms, but we had never been close enough to hang out together in private. So I was wondering, "Why did she come to me?" And in the process of talking to her, I found the answer.

I was still in hospital until recently, so I'm the best person to talk to about your condition.

We both cried together. Why did people like us who worked so hard suffer such a fate? Illness and pain are so equal. In the end, we almost laughed and cried at the same time.

It's really ironic that the illness made us close. After that, I used my newly bought cheap phone to communicate with her on LINE every day. If I was free, I would even chat with her for an hour a day. Therefore, we have a lot of chat records.

No matter how much pain she felt physically, she would always find ways to cheer me up every day, which gradually made me like her better.

I love you! Let's get married!

I love you too! But I refuse!

Who do you choose between me and that girl! ?

How do you feel after taking the medicine?

This medicine tastes terrible!!

If not now, when will I eat?!

This is probably the only place in Japan where you can use such words while taking medicine! (laughs)

...Our communication was just so nonsensical. From the perspective of others, I'm afraid we were too shameless to joke about our illness and treatment.

When I was temporarily discharged from the hospital, she said she was lonely, so I went to visit her at home. She welcomed me with the industry jargon "Miko Tan is really an angel!" She said, "I'm sorry that you haven't put on any makeup lately and are wearing pajamas." I complained, "I don't remember you putting on makeup in the first place? Is your technique not good enough?" - How rude. But when I first saw her before, I felt that she was as cute as a junior high school student.

It would be nice if I could say these words to her in person.

(slightly)

Since there is no choice, then you can only work hard. Or in fact, you don't have to think about working hard, just don't give up. It can be cured. I believe you can be cured. You are so strong, gentle, humane, cute, and talented. Just look forward.

Then someone suddenly invited me to join a group, and I joined her circle of friends. These people were all close friends who had always been with her and supported her in her fight against the disease. This made me feel that she was really loved. Once her disease was disclosed, more people would pay attention to it, so they all kept it a secret.

When I heard the bad news from this network, I rushed to the hospital. I found that you were recovering little by little every day, and you looked at me with energy, wanting to say something. Because your voice was too soft, I couldn't hear it clearly, which I still regret deeply.

You say "Ah..."

I quickly said, "Don't force yourself now, just don't talk! You'll be very tired!" Although this idea is definitely correct, it would be great if I could hear you say a few words. What would you say to me?

A few days later, you left. During these few days, you showed several small changes for the better, which made me feel that you could return to the way you were before, and everyone who protected you had hope. As a result, this moment came so suddenly and unexpectedly.

Whether it's your portrait or your dying expression, they are all so beautiful. It feels like I can hear your voice as always...

I haven't known you for long. We have only been friends for four months. But the relationship during this time is so profound, so painful, and so pitiful that I can't sort out my feelings now.

I was actually hesitant to write this blog. After all, there is no point in writing about someone who has passed away. Whatever I write is ultimately just a form of self-satisfaction. But if I must say something, I hope to tell everyone what a wonderful person she was. And how much she was loved by everyone. As her new "captive", I am here to tell you this...

Your cute face, your funny and carefree personality, your beautiful voice and your outstanding acting skills... I will always remember them. It's amazing to think about it. Your voice has been preserved in the memories of many people along with your works and roles. Not only that, but your voice will be passed on to people living in the future. Although I don't think your purpose is to leave a trace of your life, for you who likes acting and wants to make others happy, this is undoubtedly a kind of happiness. As a friend, I am also proud of your life of realizing your dreams and being loved by many people. It's great.

Although it was lonely, I was able to accompany you for a short time and give you a little support (?)... This makes me feel proud of it in my life. And I will do my best to praise you in the future. Be prepared.

I will interpret your last "Ah..." as "thank you" or "I love you" (Japanese pronunciations all start with A). I ​​will chew on your pronunciation over and over again, and will never forget you as I continue to walk on.

Matsukai Miyu, you are the best. I will always like you.